sry dear

i agree with u. it really isnt a quarrel to say.. i just over reactive. sorry for being stubborn.. to be so persistent in wanting to help. sometimes i feel that i m trying to do more than wad i can do... i just feel i want to do anything and everything i can for u.. hence the urge to do something is always there. yes i really wanted to help with the tv cos i dun want u to carry something so heavy.... and actually when i was leaving the house yday, i m sure ur ah ma say sth like "he (me) not helping with the tv ah". since i really wanted to help n ur ah ma hope i can help too, i just insisted on staying, against ur wish though.. sorry dear.

i know u worry for me. really thank u dear...anw it's not u can't hold ur temper well. guess u are already not happy i stayed against ur wish. then when i not happy, u just cant take it... i really shdn't be unhappy over something so small.. anw since i so wanted to stay, just let me stay and so i will be happy, then luff at me when ur dad is not back ya.

sorry i know how u feel abt feeling sucky ya cos ya i felt such way too before. sorry i m such a cry baby. but u been a greatest gf dear. i know u always tried to cheer me up when i unhappy. that's enuff. trust me, i m VERY^inf happy with u..sorry if my temper make u unhappy....i know i m still happy with u always

didn't tell u but that day when tim saw us together walking off. he later tell me, u 2 are so loving! ya i know we do have bad times together (though i think not alot) but u are still the one who can bring me happiness.

i'm sorry to have raised my voice at u. sometimes i'm just that aggressive and impulsive. cannot hold my temper well and also cannot communicate in a calm manner.

but all i want is for you to be happy. when ur unhappy, i'm more unhappy than you..it makes me feel lousy and as if i din fulfill my responsibility as ur gf..and i feel like i've failed u cos i can't make u feel real happiness.

we'll definitely have more quarrels in the future, that's unavoidable.. but i hope no tears will be shed, and no voice will be raised. although that doesn't sound like a quarrel alr..

Happy together 28 weeks !

it's a long long weeks together though we will have many more.

haha e MO today is tiring i must say, but i love to see u get high. u are such a babe. baking wise, haha, ok we deserve it that it cui cos do wrong things. haha. nvm we will succeed the next time! need to do more homework and open eyes bigger haha. but as u say we will be GOB! haha. yea i m sure we can =)

as for PUB, dun worry too much ok? everything will be alright! let's do our best dear! for our future together =) marry me as u promise yea

a song for you, surely u hear this before..i still this song is what we sing in primary sch...."ur love put me at the top of the world" =)

Top of the world.
Such a feelin's comin' over me
There is wonder in most everything I see
Not a cloud in the sky
Got the sun in my eyes
And I won't be surprised if it's a dream.

Everything I want the world to be
Is now coming true especially for me
And the reason is clear
It's because you are here
You're the nearest thing to heaven
that I've seen.

I'm on the top of the world lookin'
down on creation
And the only explanation I can find
Is the love that I've found ever since
you've been around
Your love's put me at the top of the world.

Something in the wind has learned my name
And it's tellin' me that things are not the same
In the leaves on the trees and the touch
of the breeze
There's a pleasin' sense of happiness for me.

There is only one wish on my mind
When this day is through I hope
that I will find
That tomorrow will be just the same
for you and me
All I need will be mine if you are here.

I'm on the top of the world lookin'
down on creation
And the only explanation I can find
Is the love that I've found ever since
you've been around
Your love's put me at the top of the world.



i look so yucks! ha

muack muack muack!!

we are gonna be the god and goddess of baking!!

no matter what happen, promise me that we will stay close and strong together, forever

=))

its a super happy day!!!

baby i noe its a decision that i won't regret. now let's work hard to find a good job, then work hard to save up!!

stick to the plan!!

happy belated 27 weeks dear...

haha sorry for the late post. guess the past week, the most memorable is probably the MO during the weekends. hope u enjoy it dear.



and of cos ur decision to not go HK will be another thing. thanks for not going anw.. though ya i asked u many times n u still are sure that is something u dun mind doing and hence i didn't stop you from going. but anw that's over ya, look ahead, i m sure u still can find something else that you will find joy in doing ya. jia you jia you! =)



a song for you..prob u nv hear before cos it's canto! ha but e lyrics is very meaningful. life is like a ferris wheel. happy or sadness, in times of enjoyment or suffering, i want to be always be there for u, and let's get through everything together..



<<幸福摩天轮>> --陈奕迅





追追赶赶高高低低

深呼吸然后与你执手相随

甜蜜中不再畏高

可这样跟你荡来荡去无畏无惧





天荒地老流连在摩天轮

在高处凝望世界流动

失落之处仍然会笑着哭

人间的跌荡默默迎送

当生命似流连在摩天轮

幸福处随时吻到星空

惊栗之处仍能与你互拥

彷佛游戏之中忘掉轻重

你俾我留下好深刻嘅印象

你嗰把柔柔而又带几分磁性嘅声音

更加系深深吸引住我

你同我讲放心啦有我陪住你唔使惊啵要惊就两份啦

就系嗰一刻我发觉我已钟意佐你

追追赶赶高高低低

惊险的程度叫畏高者昏迷

凭什么不怕跌低

多侥幸跟你共同面对时间流逝

东歪西倒忽高忽低

心惊与胆战去建立这亲厚关系

沿途就算意外脱轨

多得你陪我摇曳

thanks for staying in sg. i am sure there will be something that you can excel and do well in! don't worry so much. whatever ur decision u have my support. love u

baby..i'm glad i made the decision..

an overseas phd may be very prestigious. being called a "dr" may give higher social status. but all these cannot be compared to time spent with loved ones

dear I love e MO with you too =) you're such a hot sexy babe. I love to hear how you moan .. how you put my little bro to your hot pussy. how I wish to just put it in haha. but nvm that can wait haha. you're so good .

I love you so much dear...

what a nice day MO. baby ur so hot! so manly! i love u =) i wish everyday can be as fun as today..

hahhah

walau i write so long u only respond to the final part!!! u naughty naughty ger! but i love it!! =p

Remember, remember, remember..

to buy lubricant (lots of)

we'll get there dear

dear, i'll be bluffing you if I tell you that I wun miss you or that I really bear to let you go.

it's definitely not an easy decision for you and for me... but I know I can't hold you back from pursuing your dreams. as you've read before, a relationship should be one that allows each to develop his or her potential. also I chanted for you to go, since you get it (of cos with your own capability), I shouldn't change my decision ya.

the route ahead for you and for us will not be easy. but I strongly believe that WE will get there TOGETHER. don't be afraid about what might lie ahead ya cos I know you.ve what it takes to do well! =). though we might be physically apart, feeling wise I'm sure we'll forever be close together. you'll always be on my mind and I'll give you my support and encouragement. I'll also be chanting for your safety and good health and smooth sailing over there..

don't worry about your family too.. I'll keep to my promise of doing my best to take good care of them.. to me, your dad and grandma are like my own family.

thanks dear for already planning out what'll happen 4 years later! haha . ok we'll stick to your plan ah! afternoon then night. all night if you want! haha

dear ah dear, I love you so. I'll wait for you ya.. I surely will..we will walk the aisle together, hand in hand.

放心去飞

终于还是走到这一天

要奔向各自的世界


没人能取代记忆中的你


和那段青春岁月

一路我们曾携手并肩

用汗和泪写下永远

拿欢笑荣耀换一句誓言

夜夜在梦里相约

放心去飞勇敢地去追

追一切我们未完成地梦

放心去飞勇敢地挥别

说好了这一次不掉眼泪

happy 26 weeks my dear little pig

haha just blogged few days back. here i m again.

thanks for going to the musical with me yday. u look gorgeous. loved every moment with u


我只是想要…
--------
找寻一个没有寂寞的地方
一个你和我的天堂
就算是勉强
曾经走过的每一个荒唐
紧握着你的手
再多困难我们都坚强

找寻一个没有方向的地方
oh--
只有你和我能飞翔
爱情的前方
有些模糊也有一些彷徨
紧握着你的手带你流浪
一起仰望

我只是想要一些疯狂
和拥抱你的希望
或许迂回辗转万般艰难
只用心的将你牵拌
我真的想要一些疯狂
和亲吻你的力量
拥抱你哭泣陪你伤心
绝不会让你受委屈
----
我用想念的距离
化身一颗星
拼命闪耀为你照亮
黑暗中的阴影 oh
我用最后的生命
持续著呼吸
只为了等待
拥抱你

15th Feb - visit to ur house for CNY with my mum. u copy my shirt again! =p
16th Feb - ur visit to my house. pizza for lunch, our MO =p
18th Feb - our PUB interview. hope for the best. our gaming at MINDS cafe. balloon cup! ha, hive and mr. brown
19th Feb -
20th Feb - lunch with u at Farrer Park, go to with u to Geylang Bahru. shop with you at OG.
21th Feb - lunch at Chong Pang, remember the super loud drum so close to urs? ha. table tennis and then twister fries at Macs.
24th Feb - KFC! ur tuition at Farrer Park. I hope ur heart is okkkkkkk!
25th Feb - dinner at seah im.
27th Feb - lunch at my grandma's house. suntec. ur song dedication.. ai - to: my bf and family. I love you all! =)
28th Feb - table tennis together..
4th Mar - sorry to make u sad again with my emo attacks. i know u love me alot. tian ji zhou!
6th Mar - met u at Farrer Park. eat and eat. shop at orchard and walk back to ur house. Shi yun's wedding dinner at nite. u really look v v v pretty!
7th Mar - Henry's wedding.. a pretty angel in you.
8th Mar - leave day for u. went to ur house. how i missed you..and thanks for ur plucker. u are so nice dear
9th Mar - ur period came. hope u are ok!
12th Mar - happy 6 mths dear

thanks dear

with ur post of thanks, i can't help but have my own post of thanks...

thanks dear for always bringing me joy and laughter.
thanks dear for always showing ur Martian hand (look like Yoda's hand) which i never get to do it!
thanks dear for always marching in e office, u cute little girl
thanks dear for shafting ur 3 fingers up my ass, today at least!
thanks dear for going with me to Penang, I enjoy each and every moment with u there, getting lost together even. and our hugs and kisses.
thanks dear for always giving me that smile that never fails to brighten up my day
thanks dear for hugging me like a little girl always, leaning on me, kissing me!
thanks dear for pouting like a cute little pig, so cute
thanks dear for always showing me that sexy leg of urs by putting it up when u are removing or putting on make up.
thanks dear for making both of us run for the bus to hf then u are so tired hee
thanks dear for playing table tennis with me almost every Sunday.
thanks dear for inviting me to ur house for dinner everyday! make me full and fat! ha
thanks dear for making me open up more and not bottle things within me.
thanks dear for making me improve myself by giving me suggestions
thanks dear for the baking and cui-ing the cake together.
thanks dear for buying me the trimmer and plucker
thanks dear for being so hot and sexy =p


thanks dear for being together with me. =)i love u dear. u have a life time to thank me cos this life i will spend with nobody, nobody but YOU!!

happy six months..a milestone! half way to a year. =)

It has been a happy and blissful six months. Thanks for accompanying me home everyday (then u end up going home so late). Thanks for travelling to penang with me. Thanks for always following me to buy my stuff. Thanks for waiting for me to finish tuition and finish OT in the office (although seldom haha). Thanks for making me breakfast when my dad forgets to buy. Thanks for exercising with me. Thanks for all your cards and handicrafts. Thanks for smsing me every morning without fail. Thanks for washing the plates after dinner for my family. Thanks for feeding me pear/orange/apple/strawberry/peach etc. Thanks for buying me barley. Thanks for feeding me disgusting cough syrup. Thanks for rushing to pack up at 540pm everyday. Thanks for rushing to go for early lunch everyday. Thanks for rushing for west coast shuttle bus everyday. Thanks for rushing for bus to hf everyday. Thanks for always encouraging me when I can't insert the tubings into the interface. Thanks for not scolding me when I keep asking you qns about patch clamp. Thanks for supporting me in everything i want to do, ie. go hk. Thanks for always being a good listening ear and advisor. Thanks for always taking leave whenever i take MC. Thanks for saying that my pimples are not obvious when I can see them obviously.

So many thanks..i'll take a lifetime to finish thanking you. So dun leave me till i finish yea? i love u baby

Happy 6 months dear...

still i feel i should start by addressing ur previous post. i must admit that i m petty at times. All i can possibly say is i really must try even harder to improve myself.

give me time, love me always.



i do hope that we dun ever bear grudges, unhappiness with each other, especially overnight. i hope that we can sleep each night happily, not having to bring any unhappiness to bed. since we really love each other so much, this shouldn't be that big an issue?



a song for you, the one u like..let's make our each moment together, like the title of this song, 甜甜的...



<<甜甜的>>

我轻轻的尝一口

你说的爱我

还在回味你给过的温柔

我轻轻的尝一口

这香浓的诱惑

我喜欢的样子你都有

你爱过头竟然答应我

要给我蜂蜜口味的生活

加一颗奶球我搅拌害羞

将甜度调高后再牵手

你的爱太多想随身带走

想你的时候就吃上一口

我温热着被呵护的感受

却又担心降温了要求



我尝着你话里面的奶油溜啊溜

听过的每句话都很可口呦啊呦

那些多余的画面全被跳过

你的眼中只有我



我轻轻的尝一口

你说的爱我

还在回味你给过的温柔

我轻轻的尝一口

这香浓的诱惑

我喜欢的样子你都有

我轻轻的尝一口

你说的爱我

舍不得吃会微笑的糖果

我轻轻的尝一口

份量虽然不多

却将你的爱完全吸收

我微笑着让香味停留

缘份走到这也赖着不走

像夹心饼干中间有甜头

继续下去不需要理由

味道香浓的说

我喜欢的样子你都有





And a pic for u, in case e one u have is too small to see clearly.....

i love u baby.. but i have a weak heart..i cannot take too much saddness. and i collapse easily..

i just want u to love me, and by loving me means u'll always want me to be happy

我只想要你快乐。。 我真的真的不想在看见你掉泪了。。

events coming up soon!

13 mar: youth musical
14 mar: battle of the sexes in table tennis
2-3 apr: mo session. haha
22 may: run run run

and next week, awaiting pub results, and hopefully my HK thing. after this we can plan a holiday!! haikou =))))

baby, i can visualise our wedding too. we will go for more trips (haikou) and take more fotos tog!! and we will celebrate each other's birthday.. and i'll say a nice speech dedicated to you. and we'll walk down the aisle tog, hand in hand.

i love u dear, pls always stand by me.. together,we can overcome any obstacles tog..

happy 25 weeks dear...

actually typing this on my phone just now, but unfortunately no more battery and i lost my post! let me recall what i want to say...



it's 175 days together, loving u always...



有你的感觉真好, being able to talk to u, take care of u, hug u, kiss u, make me happy. dear, pardon me for my bouts of emo fits. u are right, if i really love u so much, i shouldnt be making u sad...and yes really i love u that much, and yes thinking of also how much u love me too... i really shouldnt ask for more..



just now when u are reading what I wrote in my first letter to you, i did find it mushy but then i also can strongly feel how true those words are, it truly reflects my heartfelt feelings at that moment, especially after writing this post on the train...



wanted to say, when i was watching sy's video at the wedding just now, what was on my mind is really what it will be like when it's our turn. for example, on the part of their travel, what was on my mind was our penang trip and also many more trips together next time. previously when i attended my friends' wedding and when i see e video, what i always tell them is that marriage preparation is so troublesome. but now that i m with u, though i must say the preparation is never easy, but i m looking forward to it next time... i want to,though i can't, marry you right now. but i know i can promise you, i will work towards making that day come, as soon as i can.



dear i can't tell u how much i love uuu. i want to be there, always for you. i want to be ur angel, to be there for u, always..



<<童话>>



忘了有多久

再没有听到你

对我说你最爱的故事

我想了很久我开始慌了

是不是我又做错了什么

你哭着对我说

童话里都是骗人的

我不可能是你的王子

也许你不会懂

从你说爱我以后

我的天空星星都亮了

我愿变成童话里你最爱的那个天使

张开双手变成翅膀守护你

你要相信

相信我们

会像童话故事里

幸福和快乐是结局

你哭着对我说

童话里都是骗人的

我不可能是你的王子

也许你不会懂

从你说爱我以后

我的天空星星都亮了

我愿变成童话里你最爱的那个天使

张开双手变成翅膀守护你

你要相信

相信我们

会像童话故事里

幸福和快乐是结局

我愿变成童话里你最爱的那个天使

我会变成童话里你爱的那个天使

张开双手变成翅膀守护你

你要相信

相信我们

会像童话故事里

幸福和快乐是结局

我会变成童话里你爱的那个天使

张开双手变成翅膀守护你

你要相信

相信我们

会像童话故事里

幸福和快乐是结局

一起写我们的结局

dearrr

thanks for everything.. i think i am too free. to feel insecure. after all that we had gone through together.y did i doubt u n make myself sad and later on make u sad...

dear, you are the girl that I only want to marry. No matter what happens, i know i can't find another girl just like you. totally pure, innocent, honest, naturally super cute. ur super cute face that never fail to make me luff, ur super bright smile and dimple that nv fail to make me grin and of cos all ur wacky cute actions that only make me love u more.

anw whatever ur decision about ur future, i want to be always be there for you, though not physically maybe but in my mind i will never forget u. always remember that i will be the one that will always be thinking of u...

no matter where u will be, my heart will always be with u..

baby, i love you a lot and i really want to grow old with you. you are such a kind hearted, positive, encouraging person. and also cute and funny..very down to earth and straight. yes, that's what i love about u. and of course how u love and care for me always touches me, and i know i want to love you even more. I appreciate everything that you have done for me baby..

whatever paths we choose to take, i hope our feelings and hearts will not change.