happy 20 weeks together dear

i m no superman. i just played cheat by recording it periodically! who cares about the exact dates ya? it's the memories that count..



back from Penang a bit lost for me. time to get adapted back. many things to be done..GRE, job application, blah blah blah..that 3 days is short but hmmm guess it was a bit of escape from reality still ha.



a song for u



<<爱情电影>>

是虚构的电影却看到泪翻滚,

如果爱不那么深结局是不是就不会相认,

在别人的剧本编自已的缘份,

如果爱要我牺牲,

我不怕梦里沉沦或变笨,

换成我在爱情的角色里再孤单再多余我也不全忘记入戏,

换我在是这个世界里再空虚再别离不到落幕不会离去,

爱上你天天天天思念你忘忘忘自已再不要人和我对戏,

爱若让人患上记忆,

只因此生此景有你.

是虚构的电影却看到泪翻滚,

如果爱不那么深结局是不是就不会相认,

在别人的剧本编自已的缘份,

如果爱要我牺牲,

我不怕梦里沉沦或变笨,

换成我在爱情的角色里再孤单再多余我也不全忘记入戏,

换我在是这个世界里再空虚再别离不到落幕不会离去,

爱上你天天天天思念你忘忘忘自已再不要人和我对戏,

爱若让人患上记忆,

只因此生此景有你.

换成我在爱情的角色里再孤单再多余我也不全忘记入戏,

换我在是这个世界里再空虚再别离不到落幕不会离去,

爱上你天天天天思念你忘忘忘自已再不要人和我对戏,

爱若让人患上记忆,

只因此生此景有你.



ok no pictures to put cos my camera still with u ! ha so this is it. ha

hi baby..gosh u really rem everything that we did..ur so great..ur my superman!!

haha yes penang was fun, so cheapp and great food. and it was fun getting lost and exploring all the hidden corners..=)

and ur " Sir, please make ur seat upright" thingy is still damn funny!!! nv fails to make me laugh..hahahahah

happy belated 19 weeks together!

so sry for this delayed post. ha. dear, very happy to go on a trip with u. though there are so many obstacles, like getting lost a couple of times, penang hill closed! i hope you still enjoy the trip as much as I do. i love it a lot, just be with u...

must apologise not to have reminded you to take the map at the airport, hence causing quite alot of trouble. also must apologise for being blur, keep forgetting to bring out the brochures time and again.another 'regretful' thing i realise and feel is taking photos of both of us together! my bad, we could have taken more photos together if i rmb to suggest every time. but i hope the best things will be kept in our memories, the food we ate together, the things we shopped together, the bath we took together, the sleep we had together, the uneven ground we each hit again and again and keep reminding each other again and again.... everything, are so nice a memory..

a song for you, which you hear before. happy 19 weeks together, with lots of love.

<<爱是你眼里的一首歌>>

总是不经意地想起

你喜欢哼的那首歌曲

一样温柔的音

依旧牵动我的心



我曾寻寻觅觅

想在文字里寻找爱情

才发现最美的诗句

原来都在你眸里



爱是你眼里的一首情歌

轻扬着飘逸旋律

让我不知不觉地陶醉在

你缠绕的深情



爱是你眼里的一首情歌

轻拨动我的心弦

让我不由自主地深爱着你

recap part 3

dunno if you see this post before, but well it's just updated

13th Dec - came to my house for dental. our fast MO....ate at soup restaurant and games at wx's house


16th Dec - gym.. had frog leg porridge. :)


17th Dec - watch 4 christmas at auditorium, dinner at your house. nice nice pig trotters at your house!
19th Dec - our 3rd concert together. dinner at say cheeze. our red couple wear and the black belt you can't stop adjusting. and our shit comparing talk on the way back. :)
20th Dec - help you at your house. :)


21st Dec - came back lunch with you, arts canteen, the hot noodles you had
22nd Dec - lunch again, at west coast! yes i remember now..you had porridge, I have chicken rice! went to buy the penguin and got stuck at PS haha
23rd Dec - lunch at biz, our frenching on NUS shuttle bus. lol.
24th Dec - table tennis at sembawang. wanted to eat turtle soup but we missed it! ate at the food center instead. walked at northpoint then at bugis junction. u have such a shopping spree! went to your house.. made you cry......and you saw me cry for the first time. wad a way to spend our 1st christmas eve together. thinking about it, i still have to say sorry to you...
25th Dec - wanted to go museum but so many ppl! lunch at nihon mura, party at eldwin's house.. foood
26th Dec - met u for a short lunch at Farrer Park, even saw your dad! oh ya actually i saw my mum after that at boon keng ha
27th Dec - met at AMK hub... ur period came..nice MO.
29th Dec- the most exciting bus ride. dun u love it =p and ok the most cui test
30th Dec - i only rmb wad we did on the west coast bus. oops. dinner at your house
31th Dec - came to my house .. ur blackkkk ... and pink ..... =p. shop shop shop, ion, eat sandwich, jap food at watami
1st Jan - A new year. and a nice time at ur house before going museum hee.
2nd Jan - meet evening, winebos. and seriously that btm + e red on you = hot! ok it's a tad short too
3rd Jan - workout at gym + swim with you first time :)
4th Jan - da bao food to ur house. and ur itchy bites that day
6th Jan - chicken rice at ur house. nice! also the day we ate at west coast and how i asked that uncle for mee pok only!
7th Jan - sherlock holmes! our 3rd movie together and a naughty me, alrite hee
8th Jan - didnt manage to go home with you thanks to someone
9th Jan - little india, shop at marina square, eat ur your house. i love every moment with u :)
10th Jan - table tennis and you came to my house
12th Jan - tuna sandwich for you, da bao dinner and eat with ur ah ma.. 4 months together and the day i really made you cry. i am so sorry
16th Jan - dinner at ur house, and walking around city hall and bugis. wanted to eat dessert but it was too crowded.
17th Jan - table tennis again! and the day i see a hot uuu
20 Jan - dinner at your house
22 Jan - bowling + steamboat
23 Jan - dinner + 3rd time i slp over at your house
24-26 Jan - our Penang trip with lots of fun and love

looking forward to our penang tripp..yeazzzz!

i love u dear

let me translate the poem into english!

in the forest, the flowers and grass fighting for beauty
filled with feeling, I tried to find
the scenery is so beautiful
i wish .....
in the sea of love, i chance upon u
you are all i want and need

realise it's a bit incoherent but then if u read the 1,3,5 lines separately from the 2,4,6, seems to form 2 different stories. lol

baby thks for ur card. haha u really are good in chinese arh. even can write chim chim poem. maybe u shud be a trader cum a poet. hahaha. thks even though quite hard to understand the poem, but i feel lotsa love from it..thks =)

and thks for cooking breakfast for me. improving arh..u can also consider being a chef. hahahahha

see, ur so talented!

18 weeks

126 days ...i want to say happy 18 weeks but unfortunately i upset you again today.. and also on the day of our 4 mths together... my heart still pains now ...i will think that talking it out is a way of understanding each other better. unfortunately i still pass stupid remarks to piss u worse.

my love for u is still there. n it never dwindle any way before. i only want u to be happy ......i want to be the one for you but i hope i can be up to your expectation

李圣杰-很想说

很想说有你是幸福的

很想说我的心是你的

很想说你真的误解了

很想说你真的忘记了

很想说会好好疼你的

很想说爱你是自由的

baby,hope u get a great job in the future! thks for working hard for me. i'll work hard toO! yea okie i think both of us are quite financially savvy so maybe that helps in our money issues. =) trade hard arh. hahaha.

dear hmm sorry to be unhappy with u over this issue.. i understand ur concern, i shouldn't have did what I did. ya we should plan for our future and work towards it.. i also want you to have a good life next time yea? yes i promise i will work hard and do my best, for both of us, for our families, and for our kids next time..

i will never want to leave you cos u are all i want

baby, i'm sorry if in my daily conversations, i stressed too much on money issues. or that i nagged too much at u about ur job..

my intention was not to hurry u to find a job or meaning that what u earn now is not gd. i just wanted to ask u if u had applied anything since we dun really talk about it.. and to me, its nv too early to start looking for a job..

and money is essential, but of course not the most impt. like i said, just earn enough. enough= we are able to get by a comfortable live. i will also do my part of course. ultimately, happiness is the most impt and no amt of money can buy that.

happy 4 months lao po

loving you everyday, loving every moment that I'm with you. loving how I hug you around your comfortable stomach. loving how you keep calling me baby again and again. (ok I don't call you as much dear in person but you're always the dearest in my heart)

darling dear wo ai ni

hey baby. haha i was laughing as i read ur post.
yea it was v fun, although a bit tiring and i dun feel like spending money and i still have not found my makeup remover after so much walking! haha
eh dun buy the top la!!!!! i dun think its that worth the money.

haha ehh i was also thinking of our kids when we sat outside the gym. hahaah

happy 17 weeks together my dear baby! =)

i love u for everything. sorry for my bad temper this week. thanks for putting up with me and wanting to encourage me each time. really thank you! also thanks for letting me have nice eye brows today. so sorry no money end up u have to wait for me.

i love walking with u today, e shopping and watching those kids play. i was thinking about our kids that moment. heee . i love stoning with u, turning around at that spot with u, trying to make u get that top. ok let me see wad i can do.

i love looking for that make up removal of yours, how u want me to hug you and seriously how comfortable i feel hugging u, really i dun feel like letting go. also how we tried to move while hugging. hee so cute

anw i love how show me ur food and drink when u have it in ur mouth! so gross but so cute of u! and ya i wanted to say when we were sitting today that we should take some photos. very long nv take le ya?

happy 17 weeks. a song for you. you are my specialised angel. my and only my angel, right dear? i love you soooo

我不会怪你对我的伪装
天使在人间是该藏好翅膀
人们愚蠢鲁莽而你纤细善良
怎能让你为了我被碰伤
小小的手掌厚厚的温暖
你总能平复我不安的夜晚
不敢想的梦想透过你的眼光
我才看见它原来在前方
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望
小小的手掌大大的力量
我一定也会像你一样飞翔
你想去的地方就是我的方向
有我保护笑容尽管灿烂
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望
要不是你出现
我一定还在沉睡
绝望的以为生命只有黑夜
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望

happy 17th week together my dear baby

thanks dear

for being so understanding.. hmm unfortunately the darkness from within is the strongest, cos it is probably the thing stopping us from doing a lot of things.

i can only say that my negativity comes from my pettiness. dunno y just feel petty these days. i am just feel with some negative thoughts that you didn't seem to show concern to me. dun ask me why i say so, cos they are just very small petty thoughts that might even be absurd. really sorry to affect you so much and i know you really put in a lot a lot of efforts to cheer me up ya?

probably another thing is seriously, i am too afraid to make u unhappy or afraid. i think there are instances when u are unhappy but didn't say it out. that's y i m very afraid that u might be unhappy then nv say out. and hence sometimes when i feel y9u are like not very responsive, then i will stress and think is it something i say or do that is wrong?

you are great dear, i never doubted your love for me. we love each other so, we want each other to be happy. seeing the smile on ur face everyday, seeing the siao siao you doing all the cute weird actions never fail to make me smile cos u are e limpy i so love.

i can only say yes i need to change myself to improve myself to stop being petty over stupid little things ok? i love you dear, once again i shall say . i want to get old with u, k??

baby, i hope u won't ever feel insecure again, cos everything between us is real and strong. we both need each other, and want each other to be as happy as possible. the only obstacle that we will face can only come from us ourselves. if u start to question yourself, then i rather u come and question me, and i'll ans u in the most truthful way. like u said, communication is impt.

haha you are a part time prophet arh! can see the future...

its ok to yawn! u are so cute

it's e limpy i know e limpy i love

u are not forgetful i also forget things abt u

dear dun stop yawning ya :)

anw dear, i really see our future together before we even get together. i envision it. i want to make it a reality TOGETHER. i see we getting married, have kids together, grow old together and i say before i want to kiss you out there when we are old just like we are doing now.. together forever dear

hey baby..thks for spending so much of your time with me..i really do appreciate it..cos i noe it incurs an opp cost too. eg. you could have rested at home, or accompanied your mum or go for meeting or meet ur frens.

thks again..i really treasure every moment being with you.

its fun when we are talking nonsense, its funnier when we are trying to jaywalk.

its sweet when we are both stoning, i can just lean on u and fall asleep.

yes, with all the silly things that we are capable of doing, there's nv a dull moment k. and even if we dun do anything, i will just relish being next to you, breathing in ur breath out. haha

and you are such a sweeeeet guy. i will nv finish this post if i start listing out the sweet things that u've done..but u noe i noe we both noe.=)

i'm sorry that i have done some silly things to make u upset.. i promise i have learnt my lesson and won't repeat it again. when i saw u cry alone in my room in the dark, i really felt my heart ache. how could i have left u alone like that..i'm sorry..

i'll stay cheerful and happy and positive for us..and i'll be a better person for u to love me more..i'll be more mature and yawn less and be less forgetful (sorry again..). i have my flaws..but i'll try to minimize and improve..pls love me tog with my flaws..

ok this could be the longest post from me..sorry i noe i seldom post..will be more pia in the future =) sometimes there's just so much in my heart that i wanna say to you..i dun even noe how to begin..

a day of work out..

thanks for e work out at the gym. hope ur stomach will look prettier though i dun see it big or wad anyway. let's keep healthy together yea :) .

actually ur swim suit together is cute cos u wore extra but it looks ok ya? thanks for swimming with me too though u dun really like it... i enjoy the company with u, every sec of it.

hope the sandwich taste ok ha. i want to cook all ur favourite food for u next time...

oh ya yday ur dress is so pretty, esp e red .. but u are so pretty to begin with. love u soo

happy 16 weeks dear! and ok happy belated new year!

dear, happy to spend the new year's eve and new year's day with you.. we had a great time didn't we? i still think of what we did in the afternoon :) can't forget it!

enjoyed the eating and shopping with u too...hee we both bought things...oh ya and ur table tennis bat! we should go play soon!! you keep repeating the word of that bread (ok i didn't know how to spell) and that cute expression whenever you do that :)

new year's day was great too isn't it? ha. at your house...i missed that too! and the visit to the museum, playing bridge standing while waiting! ha. kissed inside. and trying to find an area to.... ha. and yes u washed strawberries for me, thanks dear...

and the way u keep smiling at me, ur smile always melt my heart dear. i love u, dun ever leave me too ok??

A song for you. I keep repeating the song, a song that reflects my feelings for you. I will do anything for you dear. Happy 16 weeks together! :)

无条件为你

爱你等于拥有一片天空
任何风吹草动都有你存在其中
自然而然的轻松
一路到夏天的尾声
无所谓到过于激动
我们有笑容我们曾心动
不再是无动于衷
无条件为你不顾明天的安稳
为你变坚强相信你的眼神
不敢想不敢问
有一天坏的可能
无条件为你放弃单独的旅程
为你坚强就不怕牺牲
我的灵魂如此沸腾
为我爱的人
喜欢复杂还是习惯单纯
我愿尽力完成你在我心中几分
难以形容的责任
爱一个人付出才会完整
无条件越爱就越深
永远不分啊